I hate not being good enough for you. I hate not being the one you want. sorry I actually cared. sorry I did everything I could to try and make you the happiest girl in the world. all I wanted was to call you mine. after that, I promise you it would’ve been perfect. I just wanted a chance to show you what you mean to me and what you’re actually worth. and girl, you’re truly something special to me. but now, all I can do is distance myself cause I know I can’t have you. and for now I’m holding on to the single hope that you’ll realize it all. please do.
I will never understand how some people can completely move on from someone they once cared so much about, like what did you do with your feelings? Feelings should never go away if its the real deal. “Moving on” isn’t possible when you truly care for someone.
"Anyways Malik, I like you. Only you. I want you. Only you. I just like you. I keep saying this because I want you to process it through your brain so you don’t forget that… I LIKE YOU"
Reading that part of your note kills me. I want this again. I want you so bad.